The Circle Of Life

I had seen the ugly,
                I pined for the divine,
                                   I lived for one reason,
                                                   Not sure, if the reason is here, in this instant, pristine....


A dream left me in April ,
                I am over it , I finally affirm,
                                   Lord, Bless us with all the happiness in this eternity,
                                                    Sprinkle me with wisdom, some.......                       


The world might be tumbling,
                I am at peace in this moment brief,
                                    I am sure life has better surprises,
                                                     But I proudly declare, today I possess no trace of grief....

To everyone I have ever hurt,
                Look, please let me know it first,
                                     I am all hearts and roses now,
                                                     Wait for my call, if you can't do it first......:)  

                                                                                                                                      


                                                                18th August 2009

                                                                26th October 2009

                                                                14th February 2010
 
                                                                18th August 2010

                                                                 28th April 2011
                                                                
                                                                 11th January 2012

These dates hold a significant amount of importance in my life now. The first major circle of life ends here. It all started on 17/08/2009, 2350 hrs, when life took a "Reverse-uh-gear-uh".

Well, the feelings are mixed. I missed the mark...not exactly sure what else 2012 has in store.
But whatever it is, I plan to see it with my happy goggles on.
I had decided it some time back.
Whatever life throws at me now, I shall deal with it maturely .


2011 held a bag of mixed surprises.....but pleasant ones overpowered the sadder ones.
I got a job as a software trainee ( a pleasant stumble),  got an IRMA call and made a pretty wonderful friend ( you know that I am talking about you :) )

Meanwhile, Mr. Jagjit Singh left me. Had seen him for the first ( and unfortunately, the last time at a Pune Concert in June 2011). The man gave me strength in tumultuous times.
Once when an interviewer asked him , why Chitra Singh discontinued singing when her 21yr old son, who also was his only child, died, he'd said,

" I search for his soul in music, she searches it in silence."

Try and assimilate the statement....RESPECT

Would be going Amravati now, a dream long cherished.
With peace in my heart and tears in my eyes.. the memories, the people, all will seem beautiful , all over again....the way I see things now is starkingly opposite to the way I saw 'em some time back

Aah, I am thinking that I am thinking too much now. But I dont care....
I pulled an all-nighter after ages, but I dont care
Some might think that I am writing BS, but I don't care
I am free now....in true regard
and a free man doesn't really care....

Happy goggles.....check
Clean heart.......check
Peace of mind.......check

B.C. ab karke dikhao mujhe duukhi......:-)
THE GOOD LIFE 11/01/2012

Ciao