Rocky Balboa once said ,
" Nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that! "
Now that was something, which sort of clicked inside, something you can't let go. That effect was something which no ordinary movie character can have.
It's been time, it has been a very long time, since I wrote my last blog.
(Last night, I was made aware of the fact that I can still write one :-))
But then, you resort to blogging as the very last option, don't you ? When you feel nobody would be able to understand you, well that's what at least I would use it for, from now on. I am not saying that I am the poorest soul out there, but I won't deny the fact that I was played mercilessly with.
The last 10 months, had been terrible to say the least. Most of my close friends might know what is it that I am talking about
( Although I do not have many :-) ).
Life takes you by storm, all of a sudden. It has been gruelling and a bit painful too. I almost went into a depression mode (A close friend, tagged me as the most depressing man). I was depressed, I turned atheist.
You get silly forwards all the time, read
"The biggest pain is when XYZ,the biggest happiness is ABC".
I say, BS.
I think a pain is something, when you get a good enough score in an exam, and you can't utilise it, come what may.
It is something, when you are hammered hard for no particular fault or your own, when things do not work out the way you always knew they should have.
Whatever be it, I was beginning to let go, to forget . I went to Goa, and came back refreshed and ready to take it on. Then almost a month back (28th April, 2011, to be precise) shit happened; yes; all over again.
Saala BC, abhi nikla baahar aur phir sey.
I had a major fight with the closest of my friends for, believe in me, inane reasons. 3 major blows in a short span of 10 months. Though, I haven't done good to most people, I can confirm that at least I haven't hurt any. I largely kept it to myself. I was a bit confused with the algorithm relating behaviour to destiny, which I was taught long back. I turned atheist, strongly this time.
But then, with time, you seem to grow, to evolve,to forgive and to forget, to let go and to see the world from high above. "Time is the best healer" seems true. Parents come to the rescue. They tell you something,which you don't want to forget. They give you the motivation you needed, you always needed. One by one, I mended most of my fights ( Most of them, of course :) ). I forgot the past, just decided to learn from them. I decided to forgive people. Everything happens for a reason, dad once said. I dug out the reason in a quiet room in 1800 seconds flat.
Well then, As It Turns Out,
The debacle, was to make me realise how carelessly I took things.
The 94pc, was to give me a hope that I can do even better, one hell lot better, that it ain't over until IT IS OVER.
The 28/04, was to verse me with the bitter side of life and to be always ready for it (which I evidently wasn't). That it wasn't worthy enough and that life has many better goals to pursue. It also gave me the strength to be even more independent than I already am.
Everything started to get in place. Friends became friends all over again. Now, I think very few people have got the clearance to hurt me. I was back in the glad phase of life.
Crest, Trough, Crest..the sine wave will continue, its just the way how I look at it now. Vantage point matters, a lot.
AS IT TURNS OUT, it ain't about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward.
Bring it on,aye !!
I am Ready !! (Dhinka-Chika Dhinka-Chika ;-) )
" Nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that! "
Now that was something, which sort of clicked inside, something you can't let go. That effect was something which no ordinary movie character can have.
It's been time, it has been a very long time, since I wrote my last blog.
(Last night, I was made aware of the fact that I can still write one :-))
But then, you resort to blogging as the very last option, don't you ? When you feel nobody would be able to understand you, well that's what at least I would use it for, from now on. I am not saying that I am the poorest soul out there, but I won't deny the fact that I was played mercilessly with.
The last 10 months, had been terrible to say the least. Most of my close friends might know what is it that I am talking about
( Although I do not have many :-) ).
Life takes you by storm, all of a sudden. It has been gruelling and a bit painful too. I almost went into a depression mode (A close friend, tagged me as the most depressing man). I was depressed, I turned atheist.
You get silly forwards all the time, read
"The biggest pain is when XYZ,the biggest happiness is ABC".
I say, BS.
I think a pain is something, when you get a good enough score in an exam, and you can't utilise it, come what may.
It is something, when you are hammered hard for no particular fault or your own, when things do not work out the way you always knew they should have.
Whatever be it, I was beginning to let go, to forget . I went to Goa, and came back refreshed and ready to take it on. Then almost a month back (28th April, 2011, to be precise) shit happened; yes; all over again.
Saala BC, abhi nikla baahar aur phir sey.
I had a major fight with the closest of my friends for, believe in me, inane reasons. 3 major blows in a short span of 10 months. Though, I haven't done good to most people, I can confirm that at least I haven't hurt any. I largely kept it to myself. I was a bit confused with the algorithm relating behaviour to destiny, which I was taught long back. I turned atheist, strongly this time.
But then, with time, you seem to grow, to evolve,to forgive and to forget, to let go and to see the world from high above. "Time is the best healer" seems true. Parents come to the rescue. They tell you something,which you don't want to forget. They give you the motivation you needed, you always needed. One by one, I mended most of my fights ( Most of them, of course :) ). I forgot the past, just decided to learn from them. I decided to forgive people. Everything happens for a reason, dad once said. I dug out the reason in a quiet room in 1800 seconds flat.
Well then, As It Turns Out,
The debacle, was to make me realise how carelessly I took things.
The 94pc, was to give me a hope that I can do even better, one hell lot better, that it ain't over until IT IS OVER.
The 28/04, was to verse me with the bitter side of life and to be always ready for it (which I evidently wasn't). That it wasn't worthy enough and that life has many better goals to pursue. It also gave me the strength to be even more independent than I already am.
Everything started to get in place. Friends became friends all over again. Now, I think very few people have got the clearance to hurt me. I was back in the glad phase of life.
Crest, Trough, Crest..the sine wave will continue, its just the way how I look at it now. Vantage point matters, a lot.
AS IT TURNS OUT, it ain't about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward.
Bring it on,aye !!
I am Ready !! (Dhinka-Chika Dhinka-Chika ;-) )
Not bad, though i think this is written primarily for the friends u hd fight with :))
ReplyDeleteBut its interesting to read a blog, thinking of writing one too. Lets see ....
Well, As it turns out..sombdy goin thru thru a turmoil more of a hellstorm within sorts..!!! Dude, dont get me wrong but the biggest demotivator is the self criticizm.... I see tht in your blog.... I think ppl have convinced you tht it was your bad tht caused all the drama(trauma for you ;)), and seriosully they have succeded so far... Dont get convinced, as at a point of tym u did wht u had to..... on the other hand being a loner is not a sin...Many of us are LONERS.....atleast tht's better thn being a Wanna-be ???
ReplyDeleteOne of MY fav Movie character once said....."Sometimes in Life you do things.....things which you can't justify to others...but you got to do 'em.....you do those things and forget them...."
I would say, just give this "being sad" a break and look around you might be the least troubled soul...!!!!
Good Luck.
Anand wat happened yr....i din knew that u had such a rough time..yes i admit that we r ntin contact nw a days but dude u shd hve atleast tried to tell me yr..m disappointed :(...nways get back to amravati and then we'll hve a talk...seriously need to clear my thoughts also..been gng thr a lot here...
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